Short hair VS long hair?!

out of sudden, want to take selfie with my lappie webcam. while review back the photo i took, i saw photo i taken few years back.. used to be short hair.. all the while, i more prefer long hair, dun like short hair cz doesn't suit me.. but today at this moment, when look back at those short hair photo, it does look good..

then it came into my mind, should i cut back short hair like last time or jz keep my long hair till the end??!! 

hmmm.. abit dillemma... 

MIserable Woking Life

When you had tired with your working stuff, there was a thought came up, asking you should we change some environment??? I do really want to go out there to search a new job. But.. But.. there is so much factors to consider and think. Its not easy. Before look for new job, there are numerous question to be ask like should I go for $$$ or environment or interest? Once all these pop out, there will be no ending story and scenery to think of. 

To be honest, I do really like current job. Just there is nobody that is expert that should lead us into the brighter future. In an organisation, it is very important to have a good leader whom we can depend on. Just when all things is unclear and untold, it is very hard to continue worked. 

Now, I think the reason I still not changing my jobs was because $$$. 

I am hoping big to have BIG $$$ in the end of the year. Otherwise, I really would think harder and take action to find another job. 

LIfe as ELF~

i could feel my life been changing since i become ELF~ i dont know how to express it.. but since i bcum ELF, i spend most of my time in searching and seeking the latest update on my lovely oppa~ some kind like a stalker~ LOL~ go learn up new language; Korean Language~ really challenge me especially in making sentence~ harder then learning chinese~

one of the good thing i could think is to know more frens although we never meet up~ all of us hv one common dream~ to see our oppa happy and perform in front of us~

i really wish to travel to Korea to meet them in person~ it will be more meaningful if i could travel with my ELF sis~ its really one my wish in my wishlist right now~ hope it could be realise soon~ >.<

before this, i was too shy and scare to admit i'm an ELF~ but now i could say aloud proudly; I'm an ELF~ Proud to be one of them~ a little regret to know them such late time~

Oppa, though we might hv language barrier right now~ but i'm trying my best to brush my Korean so that we could have a short talk when we meet in person~ i believe this moment would come in really soon~

wish me luck and have a wonderful night~ good nite~ sweet dreams~

Photo Credit to ISungmin.cc

J Rabbit - 웃으며 넘길래 (Smile)

Da song & voice fill up my emptyness right now~ Her voice is really wonderful~ Wish I have that kind of voice~  They are really talented artist~ Really hope der cud b successful in future~

**BIG RECOMMEND**

Lazyness strike back~

My lazyness had strike back~ lazy to do things~ lazy to everything~

this sickness had nvr been cured~ wonder is der a medicine to cure it???

feeling wan to have someone by my side to lean against~ sometime been too tired to handle things all by myself~

will i find a person like him & b my side? jz hoping~ ppl said when there is a hope, there wud b more brighter day ahead~ otherwise there is meaningless life to have~

HOLIDAYS~

Without realise, tmoro i'm gonna fly~ for the first time~ LOL~ i mean fly by myself with frens~ ^_^ i still remember we stil on planning stage, but now the D-Day had come~ >///< 

On last weekend, SJ had started off their SS5 at Seoul~ How i wish i cud be der to see them~ but happy to hear them saying they wud come to Malaysia to hold their SS5~ ^^ 

Haih~ when think of holiday i'm so happy & sad & stress at the sametime~ Happy that at last could rest~ sad cause cud not update myself more on SJ Oppa~ stress coz office workload just too much~ feel so sorry when my task could not finish which is affecting others~ i really wan to make all things in order & good, but when back home, i just cud not stop myself on looking more & more info or photo of SJ especially SungMin oppa news~ 

i realise i can be so easily distracted, especially by SJ boys~ 

i just suddenly wonder is it because i don't hv a partner before, so now i put all my  love & attention to SJ boys~ i really really hope i cud a guy like SungMin oppa~ >.< somehow at some point i know i had no power or requirement to get such a good, sweet & loving person~ 

OMG~ i think i'm fly away fr the topic earlier~ 

Happy Birthday to everyone~

Today is the Day-7 of the Chinese New Year in Lunar Calendar~ its everyone birthday~ ^^

I guess most restaurant is fully booked cause everyone is going to 'Lou Sang' to celebrate the birthday~ >.< Including me too~ ^_^