HOLIDAYS~

Without realise, tmoro i'm gonna fly~ for the first time~ LOL~ i mean fly by myself with frens~ ^_^ i still remember we stil on planning stage, but now the D-Day had come~ >///< 

On last weekend, SJ had started off their SS5 at Seoul~ How i wish i cud be der to see them~ but happy to hear them saying they wud come to Malaysia to hold their SS5~ ^^ 

Haih~ when think of holiday i'm so happy & sad & stress at the sametime~ Happy that at last could rest~ sad cause cud not update myself more on SJ Oppa~ stress coz office workload just too much~ feel so sorry when my task could not finish which is affecting others~ i really wan to make all things in order & good, but when back home, i just cud not stop myself on looking more & more info or photo of SJ especially SungMin oppa news~ 

i realise i can be so easily distracted, especially by SJ boys~ 

i just suddenly wonder is it because i don't hv a partner before, so now i put all my  love & attention to SJ boys~ i really really hope i cud a guy like SungMin oppa~ >.< somehow at some point i know i had no power or requirement to get such a good, sweet & loving person~ 

OMG~ i think i'm fly away fr the topic earlier~