MIserable Woking Life

When you had tired with your working stuff, there was a thought came up, asking you should we change some environment??? I do really want to go out there to search a new job. But.. But.. there is so much factors to consider and think. Its not easy. Before look for new job, there are numerous question to be ask like should I go for $$$ or environment or interest? Once all these pop out, there will be no ending story and scenery to think of. 

To be honest, I do really like current job. Just there is nobody that is expert that should lead us into the brighter future. In an organisation, it is very important to have a good leader whom we can depend on. Just when all things is unclear and untold, it is very hard to continue worked. 

Now, I think the reason I still not changing my jobs was because $$$. 

I am hoping big to have BIG $$$ in the end of the year. Otherwise, I really would think harder and take action to find another job. 

LIfe as ELF~

i could feel my life been changing since i become ELF~ i dont know how to express it.. but since i bcum ELF, i spend most of my time in searching and seeking the latest update on my lovely oppa~ some kind like a stalker~ LOL~ go learn up new language; Korean Language~ really challenge me especially in making sentence~ harder then learning chinese~

one of the good thing i could think is to know more frens although we never meet up~ all of us hv one common dream~ to see our oppa happy and perform in front of us~

i really wish to travel to Korea to meet them in person~ it will be more meaningful if i could travel with my ELF sis~ its really one my wish in my wishlist right now~ hope it could be realise soon~ >.<

before this, i was too shy and scare to admit i'm an ELF~ but now i could say aloud proudly; I'm an ELF~ Proud to be one of them~ a little regret to know them such late time~

Oppa, though we might hv language barrier right now~ but i'm trying my best to brush my Korean so that we could have a short talk when we meet in person~ i believe this moment would come in really soon~

wish me luck and have a wonderful night~ good nite~ sweet dreams~

Photo Credit to ISungmin.cc

J Rabbit - 웃으며 넘길래 (Smile)

Da song & voice fill up my emptyness right now~ Her voice is really wonderful~ Wish I have that kind of voice~  They are really talented artist~ Really hope der cud b successful in future~

**BIG RECOMMEND**

Lazyness strike back~

My lazyness had strike back~ lazy to do things~ lazy to everything~

this sickness had nvr been cured~ wonder is der a medicine to cure it???

feeling wan to have someone by my side to lean against~ sometime been too tired to handle things all by myself~

will i find a person like him & b my side? jz hoping~ ppl said when there is a hope, there wud b more brighter day ahead~ otherwise there is meaningless life to have~

HOLIDAYS~

Without realise, tmoro i'm gonna fly~ for the first time~ LOL~ i mean fly by myself with frens~ ^_^ i still remember we stil on planning stage, but now the D-Day had come~ >///< 

On last weekend, SJ had started off their SS5 at Seoul~ How i wish i cud be der to see them~ but happy to hear them saying they wud come to Malaysia to hold their SS5~ ^^ 

Haih~ when think of holiday i'm so happy & sad & stress at the sametime~ Happy that at last could rest~ sad cause cud not update myself more on SJ Oppa~ stress coz office workload just too much~ feel so sorry when my task could not finish which is affecting others~ i really wan to make all things in order & good, but when back home, i just cud not stop myself on looking more & more info or photo of SJ especially SungMin oppa news~ 

i realise i can be so easily distracted, especially by SJ boys~ 

i just suddenly wonder is it because i don't hv a partner before, so now i put all my  love & attention to SJ boys~ i really really hope i cud a guy like SungMin oppa~ >.< somehow at some point i know i had no power or requirement to get such a good, sweet & loving person~ 

OMG~ i think i'm fly away fr the topic earlier~ 

Happy Birthday to everyone~

Today is the Day-7 of the Chinese New Year in Lunar Calendar~ its everyone birthday~ ^^

I guess most restaurant is fully booked cause everyone is going to 'Lou Sang' to celebrate the birthday~ >.< Including me too~ ^_^

Happy Valentine Day~

Today is 14th Feb 2013~ Its Valentine Day~

For those who has partner, it would a time for them to be together & having their sweet sweet time~

But as for me, like previous years, nothing special~ Celebrating it by myself~ =.=

Sometimes, I do hope there is someone who would care for me~ someone who could hear all my nagging & nonsense stories~ someone that could guide me in some ways~ Hope I could find 'Someone' soon~ (after some 20++ years of searching~ >.<)

As for now, I only could said my 'current' Boyfriend would be LEE SUNG MIN~ **sorry for being fangirling again** >////<

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO LEE SUNG MIN~ & to everyone in the world~ ^^

As you grow up.....

Today all of sudden have the feeling to write something to my blog. 

Today is the third day of Chinese New Year. For me, its just another day which is nothing special. I realize when you grew up, you will tend to not getting excited as when you are in kids time. I still remember during my 'kid' time, I would be so excited and anticipate the CNY to come. During this time, I could get to eat lots of things, go to visit relative & friends house & get Ang Pow~ But, now, the excitement seems to be gone, though I still get my Ang Pow money. >.< 

Another thing is I realize that my fan-girling is getting serious. Though I would not be like the 'crazy' fans that would stalk their idol, running here and there. But for my case, I would follow their news so close on the internet. When there is a moment or one day that I'm out of the internet, I would feel so outdated, then I would spend almost half of the day to check what have I miss out. 

after a while

WOW~ the last post i did was in 2011~ but NOW already in year 2013.. Such a long time no update~

in this period have lots of thing happen and changed~ not sure whether it turn out to be good or bad~ but still gt things that remain unchanged like my job~ my first job til now~ though in between there is an urge want to change job, but in the end, still stick with it~

i think the biggest changes happen in those period was being a BIG fan of KPOP~ >.< My first time concert was went to Big Bang Alive Galaxy Concert~ its really a nice experience~ after that, went to Super Asia Showcase to see my lovely Oppa, SJ-M~ it was so close to see them~ hope to see them again in near future~

another happiest moment that i wan to share is to join in the BIG family of ELF~ feel so warm that no matter where you are from, what is your religion, we have one common dream, that is SUPER JUNIOR~

Proud to be an ELF~ Once an ELF~ Forever an ELF~